On April 28, 2006, my water broke to early, and so I ended up in the hospital, intil I would deliever our precious baby..They started to induce my labor on the 5th of May. We waited and waited and nothing, then at around 11:00pm on the 6th my contraction were becoming 5 to 7 min apart. At around 3:00am on the 7th of May, the doctor finally came in and gave me my pain medication, and at 6:21am Cole Ray Hazel was born 7 weeks early weighing in at 4 lbs-13 ozs and 18 inches long.. I was so scared cause the week i was in the hospital they were telling me all what could go wrong for him being so early.. And when I heard him cry for the first time, my heart just melted, cause they were telling me that if he didnt cry then they would have to put a tube in him to make him breath, but thats my boy, he came out screaming so i was so excited he didnt have to have a tube..
Cole was then taken to the NICU, to where they could run some test and start him on some medicine. I finally got to see him around 11:00am and got to hold my little miracle boy.
He was the smallest child i have had, and he was so tiny, I was for sure if I wanted to hold him at first. Then the nurse handed him to me and I am shaking, cause i was affrain I was going to break him..
He looked into my eyes and I just started to cry, and then his dad started to cry, and I thought men were suppose to be stronge, but they do have a sensitive side after all.
When I talk to the doctors about how he was doing they were so set on him not leaving the hospital intil his due date, June 21, 2006.
Are baby Cole surprised everyone and came home on May 13, 2006, the day before mothers day, what a gift for mothers day..
So we brought him hom and I was so nervous Having a baby so small, but his sister maddison just loved him, and that was her baby, and she started calling him her big guy..
He was getting so stronge, he was already holding his head up, and on June 28, 2006, he started to roll over, and maddison got so excited when she say him do that for the first time..Cole had such a wonderful and beautiful smile and just lit the room when he would smile..When daddy would hold him, he would smile like he has none his dad his whole life inside and out, his dad just loved when he would smile at him..
He is so precious to us and we love him very much.

Who would ever know that on July 29, 2006 would be the last time I see Cole beautiful smile and the smell of his breath, and the touch of his fingers on my lips, and the way he smelled when i gave him a bath..
Our Baby Boy recieved his Angel wings on 
July 29, 2006 at his home. Not knowing what had happened at first, who would ever imagine waking up and doing CPR on there child.
It was the most scariest time in my life, and one of the most tragic, besides the loss of my mother when i was 12..
When everyone showed up at my house, the paremedics, the police, the medical examiner and the coroner. When the M.E. asked me to come with him and explain what had happened, he told me that there was nothing that I could have done for him, and I knew that in my mind, but in my heart I never wanted to believe him that our son was gone, and when I heard him say the time of death, I just fell to my knees and asked god not to do this to me, he was just a baby, but a wise man told me that god doesnt do anything without a reason(my father said that to me)..
Not knowing the reason god took my baby, I know he is in the best of hands and he is flying with the angels, and he is now are gardian angel.